Pathetic

Are you normal ? Yeah i am normal . Thank you.

Because of i am still normal 'kids' , i am not satisfied with my results . My results are bad , so bad . My friends got better than me . I felt so down and so so horrible . I don't know how my SPM results soon . Hope i will get 9A+ . No doubt , i must , i should and i need to get it . Ya Allah , please . I wanna make my parent smile and happy . I wanna continue my study at the best university and i hope i can get scholarship likes my brother . If i get scholarship , i will not put the burden on my parent anymore , insyallah. Hm .

Next week are last week for us to ready for marching because the marching competition will going on 4th April  . I hope ours group will be okay and perform the best . Although this competition just between uniform body in the school but we still wanna be the winner . insyallah .

I had start my revision . I only have only 291 days before July . I must ready to sit on Spm . For me SPM is everything . Insyallah i will cover all topics i had learn before .

Yeah i am type of girl which easily to cry with the reason . I will not suddenly cry because of nothing . I am not crazyyy like that , i am still normal . One of my friends said i am so emotional and can be a actress . Yeahhh , MAYBE but i think i am not like that . I am tough , you know . If you don't know you need to know. I warn you. Hahaha .


I have to go tuition on 8.30 am . Assalammualaikum .

Everyday i will ask myself , is it serious or just a new game ?

Vlogging vs Blogging

Having what yeah tomorrow ? K buat-buat lupa cepat . Hahaha sekolah lah awok :) Yes , i am still schooling , i'm proud with it and i must stayback tomorrow.Yeah stayback for marching of kadet remaja sekolah . And tomorrow we well get our examination result . You want or dont , you must accept it if you got failed mira . Okay okay , but i am hoping i archived a good results .


Did you heard about vlogging ? 

I just knew about it and i wanna to try it . It awesome you know . In another word vlogging is video blogging . It seems like blogging but in form of video . The people that popular in vlogging are anwar hadi , maria elena and matlutfi . They are totally cool and awe awe aweeeesome . On blogging or vlogging , we can expose our good opinion and insyallah from that it will give benefit and good impact to the viewer . Some of them , had talking about life , tutorial how to make up and have make a song cover by singing theirs favorite artist song .



What i did during holiday nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnna'ah ? You know what , I did nothingggggggggggggggggg and i didn't go anywhere -.- yeah i felt like i am living alone in my own world . Sigh . Nvm  after spm i will enjoy kot , yeah maybe .


Hehehey smelly :) thanks cause cheering me up last last night until me fall asleep . Hiwhiw.
Dia kawan saya okay :> (buat masa sekarang , lama-lama dia musuh saya , muehehe :D )

Hope

Seriously idk what to write now , but i want to write something . I'm dying last week cause i had my first term examination . I think i had do well , and did the best . But idk either my result ok or bad . I just can pray . Hopefully i'll get all A's . Amin .

I at Johor Bharu now , ayah's hometown . I just stay here for a day only . Just awhile cause my parent and sibling working on monday . This whole week i'm alone at home and do nothing . What boring life is it. Sigh . Someone , please bring me outt or just bring me to watch a movie ): damn bored .

Am i that fat ? Why so many people say 'dah naik badan kau shafiqa' or 'dah besar kau shafiqa' . And then they will staring at me like for a year have never see me. Yeahhhhhh i know i fat but dont sat like that . It just make me feel so down . Idk how to loss my weight .hmmm . And idk how to be slim as pretty as my sister . Hmmm . She so untung cause she has all and i has nothing . Hmm .
"Rilek ah mira kau baru 17 kot ." yeahhhhhhhhh okayyyyyyyy. Maybe you can say like that because you not in my shoes right now.



i know what i used to be