Hope

Seriously idk what to write now , but i want to write something . I'm dying last week cause i had my first term examination . I think i had do well , and did the best . But idk either my result ok or bad . I just can pray . Hopefully i'll get all A's . Amin .

I at Johor Bharu now , ayah's hometown . I just stay here for a day only . Just awhile cause my parent and sibling working on monday . This whole week i'm alone at home and do nothing . What boring life is it. Sigh . Someone , please bring me outt or just bring me to watch a movie ): damn bored .

Am i that fat ? Why so many people say 'dah naik badan kau shafiqa' or 'dah besar kau shafiqa' . And then they will staring at me like for a year have never see me. Yeahhhhhh i know i fat but dont sat like that . It just make me feel so down . Idk how to loss my weight .hmmm . And idk how to be slim as pretty as my sister . Hmmm . She so untung cause she has all and i has nothing . Hmm .
"Rilek ah mira kau baru 17 kot ." yeahhhhhhhhh okayyyyyyyy. Maybe you can say like that because you not in my shoes right now.



i know what i used to be