You still not tough enough .

Last night was a bad night for me :\ seriously . I hope the accident did not appear in my life again . God , please protect me , i am just your weak slave , without you i am nothing .
And hey you, thnks cause accompany me last night :)

This morning , i woke up on 5.30 am . Tired and so sleepy cause i sleep on 3.00 am last night . I sleep only 2 hours 30 minutes . In school bus , suddenly i having flu and headache . So i cant sleep . When arrived at school , have a assembly as usual . Ours principle talk about ours academic and rules . My at third floor . Wow , i think i can lose my weight :) So great but it too far from physic , chemistry and biology lab . I getting tired after school break cause must go up then go down and go up again . Today we get our text book but it not enough . I did not get Physic Practical Text Book . How i want to study but my friends told me that book is not important , for sure do not use that book . So , okay .

I afraid being Zetarian cause I know a lot of pressure will come and the pupils in that class very clever . But not for me . I just lost my focus in study :\

Idk what happen to me today . I feel like ,all my strength is lost . Feel so down but in front everyone i keep smilling and laughig . Pathetic .

Hm hey , I involuntary deleting your number . That means i cant texting you cause i not memorize your number. Sorry , i waiting yours :) hm bye .